I'm so very over all of the drama and the bullshit that seems to have plauged us all this year...
I'm sick of certain relationships being a one way street of effort, and making sacrifices for people when I recieve nothing in reutrn. (Dejavu for here? See April entries) I'm working more than ever now, but this is purely to reach a big burdening goal that I have planned for quite some time now. Within a matter of days the working will cease and the goal will be live. I think I have carried myself through this rather well. My overall 'life' skills have improved vastly- I now have a real, bittersweet taste of the world, and from that I have learnt how to deal with alot of stuffs..
I have learnt so much in such a short space of time, from so many very differant people.
I'm so grateful to have a great handful of friends and acquaintices who accept and understand...everything there is to me. This time next week I will be preparing to leave this section of life and fly across the world to experience even more of what life has to offer.
Earlier week I bumped into a school chum and the train ride chat we shared made me really appreciative of the little things that make life worthwhile...
Taking a year off has so far been the best, and the right choice for myself. When I return in September I hope to have changed for the better- I want to become less selfish and more accepting, more relaxed and less materialistic, and of course more open minded and strong, strong to the very core.
Most of all I look forward to coming home to those who are my true chums. I can't wait to pick up from where we will leave off....
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